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Sharp Idea 40 Anything Goes
In an effort to use a new medium I decided to draw. By draw I mean doodle but depicting a visual image of how I feel many times.
Moments in time come like these. Sometimes I will be sitting in class and staring at the clock. Or maybe I am working and the last hour of a 6hr long shift is dragging on that I wish I could just fast forward to end it. Then once moments like the first two doodles are over, I look back and realize I have partially wasted that time and am now further behind in my endless list of things to do and demands to be met and such does describe the bottom clock. I am currently in a position that I feel time has swept me away and no matter what I do I can’t seem to keep up. Shifts for two jobs, last tests, projects, and finals are all hitting me like a wave. I read from “The people of New York” Facebook that one woman said when a wave comes dive underneath it, because if you try to run you will be swept away, and if you try to face it standing your ground…you will still be taken over by its force. Therefore, the best thing to do is dive under. Currently I am tackling every to-do list from school and trying to make everything semi work out. However, maybe I am not tackling this right because I think instead of compromising my time with everyone I am just making them all mad. This is the metaphorical part of the wave that is currently crushing the life out of me. Maybe I should just quit these jobs so I can focus on school? I’ve never been much of a quitter tho. So maybe if I stay confident in my intentions to keep everyone happy I can do so and still study hard if I just work on my communication skills and tactics. Back out of nothing I say, because that just makes everyone even angrier. Try and keep school first. This is the home stretch of the semester and it is always the hardest. Take my time, not panic or rush into decisions, and don’t let the clock crush me. I am strong, I am confident, I can do this, I want to succeed, I will dive beneath the wave.
So what does this have to do with sharpie? This is a real world problem and one that, through posting is actually kinda therapeutic, but beyond that these sharpie posts are ones that I believe help me get through the craziness of everyday. Everything I know involving my job, a big part of my life, might change but at least I know there is one thing that remain constant; I have to do these 54 posts. From my own discussion I now know that while I should be patient I must also be confident when making decisions. Signs of wavering only cause others to become less confident in me therefore making them even more angry. So maybe I will doodle with a sharpie more often. It will help me practice my confidence because you can’t erase any doodle you dislike. Much like in life once you make a percent mark you can either run with it or create it into something entirely new. Either way, that mark will always be there. Sharpie’s mark is permanent, practice creating confidence.